why i don't post and why i come back

It's the same reason that you don't step on the scale when you have totally abandoned your good eating habits. Its about the accountability and forcing yourself to own up to the fact that you are 'failing' in one way or another.

When I re-emerge, I like to post about things that aren't about me. See, it is easy for me to point fingers, have opinions and type out responses when I don't have to point them back at myself (see yesterday's post about football).

I would readily keep hiding if it were working for me. But when I hear the evil little Dr. Ph1l ask me "How's that workin for ya?" I have to admit that it's not.

And you know what brought me out of hiding this time. Reading that Shannin has reached 170 pounds with only 5 to go. What a success story. Why not me. Wah, wah, wah. I'm such a loser.